She looked at him as she gave him a small smile but she was still not wanting ot be here..

{Phoenix} Thank you, but i'm still leaving..

She said as she was looking at him

{Pheonix} Im not suppose to be around sex, Father Paul said I'm suppose to be pure ina ll aspects mind body and soul... and now I'll have to be working twice as hard to get the purty back. from what i saw..

She looked at him when he said that..

{Phoenix} I.. I don't know, i don't think I can not think about it now that I saw it..

She said honestly, he was a man of the cloth so she didn't feel like she had to hide anything from him.

Phoenix looked at him as she nodded her ehad, she wouldn't know how to act upon it so she wasn't worried about ti..

{Phoenix } Yes father..

She looked at him thinking

{Phoenix} Why are they doing this act. When it isn't suppose to be allowed.

She looked at him not really understanding what he ment.

{Phoenix} Couldn't hold onto his desires?  I don't understand shouldn't his only desider be to the lord?

She had never come across anything like this and the more she thought about it the more curious she was...

She looked at him confused not sure what that had to do with anything as she was thinking about ita.. She still didn't know what she was going to do.

{Phoneix} I shall think it over, and if i choose to go back I shall let you know, thank you for your words of wisdom, father

She nodded as she looked at him she said goodnight as he left her alone, she got ready for bed, as she laid there, she then rolled over a bit in her sleep in a very heated and vived dream... Father Nicholas came into her room., she was naked , and he was soon too, she dreamt that they where having sex making love.. She then finaly woke up sitting up in sweat as she gasped,

{Phoenix} Oh.. my..

She said as she sat there she looked started when she saw him standing there...

Phoenix looked at him her heart still racing as she looked at him a moment still in the haze of her dream a bit as she looked at him a moment,

{Phoenix} Thank you father, I just had a. dream.

She said honestly

She looked at him as she took the water taking a sip.

{Phoenix} I think I probably shouldn't talk about the dream.

He looked at her

{Phoenix} it was a sinfufl dream, and you were in it, father.

She looked at him as she was thinking abot it, as she then nodded as she told him about the dream, as she told him all that had happened,  as she wouldnt' disobey her father, as she had never had a sex dream before and din't know much about sex so explained it as much as she possibly could..

Phoenix lowered her head as she nodded, feeling bad..

{Phoenix} Yes father, I'm sorry.. ..

Phoenix looked up at him as she nodded her head,s he wsn't worried about ever doing anthing like that..

{Phoenix} Alright..

SHe nodded as she watched him leave, she laid back down as she didn't get much sleep, when she did her mind kept going to that as she then finally got up at 5, but instead of going to breakfast she went to confessional seeing that a box was opena s she went in there.

{Phoenix} Forgive me father for I have sinned

She said as she was in a prayer spot and then did her hail marry.

She didn't know it was him..

{Phoenix} I've been having impure thoughte and dreams father..

She said as she told him about her dreams she had last night, and then told him about hr impure thoughs as she couldn't stop thinking about the dreams.. .

She heard what he said as she was shocked..

{Phoenix} That would be a sin father, I couldn't do that.

She sat there a bit shocked but did listen to what he said as she nodded thinking about it.

{Phoenix} Yes that is true..

She paused.

{Phoenix} So you think I should.. give into these desires, father?

She asked confused..

She gasped as she looked at him as he pressed her against him, she felt him kissing her again, she was taken off guard but she felt her other dream coming to life as she just closed her eyes pressing against him as she started to kiss him back.

Everything was happening so fast as she felt the pain from him thrusting up into her, but he was kissing her so her yell wasn't heard she then buried her face in his neck as she felt him moving in and out of her as she gasped a bit at the sensattion going thru her body.

She kissed him again, holding onto him, She had to kiss him, it stopped her from yelling out as pleasure was flooding her body, she never knew anything could be like this, she knew she shouldn't be doing this, but she couldnt' help it, she couldn't even speak enough, it was feeling so good.. .

She was trembling still,  as she had never felt anything like this, she leaned against him not sure if she could even stand on her own as she heard what he said as she was thinking about it.

{Phoenix} I.. I don't know, maybe..

She said honest as this was new to her...

She nodded as she looked at him, she then watched him hurry out as she waited a moment then took her leave,t he whole day she was quiet as she was thikning about everything, she saw Father Nicholas a few times but he was talkign with the other priest and she didn't say much nor did he as they just went on there way, she did her chores and then went to her room as she got down on her knees by her bed as she was praying, trying to figure everything out.

She gapsed when he came in and kissed her like that, he moved with her as she was kissing him back, she thought she was over it, but as soon as he was there like this, she had that wanting feeling agian, as she just kissed him backa s she held onto him.

She gasped as he thrusted into her as she then moaned out, it felt so good, as she wrapped her legs around him. 

{Phoenix} Oh..

She moaned out as she kissed him again..

Phoenix looked up at him hearing what he asked as she nodded her head.

{Phoenix} Yes..

She said honestly as she moaned out softly, as she loved how this felt, how he felt, how she was feeling as she wrapped her legs around him, it was different though, he wasn'f rough, or rushing, and they where both seeing all of each other, he was naked, she moved her hands over him, unable to help herself, she had never seen a man naked before, and he was amazing to look at...

She looked at him when he said that, as she was thinking about it.

{Phoenix} I don't want to stop doing this as well.

She gasped out feeling him go deeper as she moaned out.

{Phoenix} Yes..

She said at this point willing to do all that he said..

She held onto him loving how she felt as she felt her orgasm still going thru her body as she was shivering a bit.

[Phoenix} Wow.....

She laid there nodding her head as she nodded her head.

{Phoenix} Alright. I won't say anything.

She said as she would keep quiet about it.

She nodded as she laid there thinking about it...

{Phoenix} Alright..

She laid there thinking about it, she didn't know anything else but being a nun, but she wanted to be with him,..

She hadnt't even thought about getting pregnat until he said something about it as she nodded her head, she didn't mind being married either, it make this whole thing not so sinful, the only sin now was really lieing about it..

{Phoenix} Alright

She looked at him when he said that..

{Phoenix} Leave the church..

She said a bit scared she had never been out of a church, she didn't know anything abou tliving out there and it scared her a bit as she was thinking about it..

Phoenix nodded as she looked at him trusting him, she had to, she didn't know what to do, she didn't knojw anything, just that she was in  love with him and wanted to be with him.. ..

She kissed him back as she looked at him.

{Phoenix} I love you, Nicholas...

She nodded as she looked at him, she kissed him once more as he got up and got dressed, she laid there in her bed watching him.. They said they loved each other again as he then snuck back out a sshe laid there, her mind ful of turmoil and thoughts as she was thinking about everything.. When morning came she got up and went doing her chores and prayers as she then went just like Father Nicholas said as they went out to twon as she followed him.  She looked around never really being out like this before....

She nodded as she looked at her.....

{Phoenix} Yes, I am.

Phoenix shook her head as she looked at her..

{Phoenix} its alright. I don't think bad of anyone, It is not my place to pass judgment on anyone.. that is gods way...

She said as she looked at her.. She didn't judge or really think bad of anyone, it just wans't her way..

She looked at her not telling ehr that she already knew, that Nicholas had told her everything, as she just smiled softly at her.

{Pheonix} I understand...

Phoenix looked at him as she then looked at Holly and Chrissy as she smiled softly at them and sayikng farewell as she was then once again walking with Father Nicholas as she was queit, but content as she was walking with him....

She looked at the clothes as she then looked at him as she then nodded her head he pointed for a place for her to change as he did the same when she came out she was in a skirt and top as she looked at it a bit, she wasn't use to wearing clothes so revealing or having her hair down as she touched her ahir a bit as it was way past her ass, as she just stood there waiting